„Audio scores in my perception as a musician“

I was asked to share my experience as a musician in dealing with audio scores. I am happy to oblige. On the one hand, it is going to be about preparation as a musician in a situation that takes place in the moment but is still not an improvisation, is given precisely and yet remains free and flexible. Visualization of a musical notation is omitted.
Listening, sensing and feeling the sounds become more intense. Mention should also be made of the special relationship of trust with the composer at the laptop and mixing desk when your own ear is at the speaker due to the performance…